i wish i can be a superwoman!

but im not superwoman u know. im not even a darna hehe

ok, just trying to be funny again.

i cant be anything.. i wish im not a loser, thats another thing. and i cant be like that either.

back to being superwoman, that was my famous line for today. said that twice in less than an hour. not too much ha?

nope, no one was asking me to do big and save the world.. not really. it was just some line i used when i want to do something big and save the world hehe

first, with u know who... not lord voldemort but just u-know-hu! when he asked me to execute some tests so the status will be updated for today coz he has a call this afternoon. ok, this sounds boring.. anyway, the status was updated by 1% and he's glad about that but im not, so i said i'll try but he has to send the status in 10 minutes, thats when i dropped the line... ohh.. cant be a superwoman that fast!!! -- his reply, :)) u r superwoman.. same hair aswell -- OMG! yan lang ang masasabi ko.. and my emotions went in turmoil again.. argh!!!

second, get in touched with some of my friends back in sg. they are having a bfast dinner (ask chelle what is it?) tonight at pinevale, my former kapitabahays.. here comes the drama :( i wish i can be there, i miss these times, happenings, the laughters, the long talks, the movie marathon, everything.. but i cant be there, can i? if i am just superwoman, i wish i can fly there and be with them.. but i really cant. its just one wishful thinking!

so, who says im saving the world? even just for a moment, want to save myself from sadness... but ofcourse, im ok.. for now, im just gonna wait for prince -- you know, my u-know-hu and im gonna be fine hehe

*sigh.. a double sigh.. a triple sigh

i did promise that i wont be writing about this, about him. but you know, small talks give me random thoughts and i cant help it :(

nope, im not day dreaming and i wont do that here in the office for everyone to see :) just trying to be funny here but talking with you even if its just online makes my emotions go high. it doesn't happen everyday, anyway :)

oh no! its as if we talked about something special.. its just the usual, you being nice to me. you trying to welcome me here. its really good of you and i really appreciate it, so much!!!

cant even remember what was it that we talked about before you asked me about work :( now, i wonder if thats the only reason you have. but i did ask you what's up before anything else right? and you said nothing just trying to say hi.. and so thats how we started talking about the weekend, the travel, the beach and the going home.. and then after a moment, thats when you asked me about work.. *sigh

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its been sunny the past couple of days.. ergo, sun is up until probably half past 8, too bright and not really so good for the eyes but.. a big BUT... cold and chilly at times.

currently, its raining outside.. cloudy.. *sigh

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just realized that you just reminded me of home, now, i feel really sad. and homesick!

i am never like this for a long while.. i even missed singapore more than i miss my family, dont get me wrong... i've been away from home eversince when, college i guess. it takes time to get used to it.. but not today. today, i feel like i want to go home!

now, its ur fault! *sigh

i got you for life

questions never seized to amaze me. it will just popped out of my head from nowhere. whether im busy working or just staring at my monitor. i always say that even for one moment, i didn't have any regrets leaving the life i used to have to a more relaxed and peaceful one. how can i? when i prayed for this, a long time.

nope, im glad im here. if there are reasons holding me back in sg, those are my dear friends. if they're here with me, i would not even dare to look back.

why am i writing when i've written this same blog.. oh no! i will always write about this stuff until i am devoid of my longing for them. kahit maging para akong sirang plakang paulit ulit dito, ok lang yun.. blog ko naman 'to :P kaya di ako magsasawang magsulat. and habang merong mga friends who continue to support me even though im so far away and walang guarantees na we can still see each other, magsusulat ako. that's how i missed you girls!

just like what i said, i hope that the distance and time difference wont put a toll on our friendship. i've lost friends a couple of times because of these reasons, i dont want to go through that again. i hope i got you for life!

An Old Irish Blessing

i found this inscribed on a paper weight... search it on the net and true enough, it is entitled...

an old irish blessing

May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

brrr

its a cold day today, i wonder what's the temperature outside that even the office heater is not enough. i'm actually shivering here. or probably, its just what i'm wearing. but i am actually wearing a lot: top, long sleeves bolero and a sweater :(

and everyday is a bad hair day for me.. yday, i started missing my curly hair again. it could have been manageable better than a straight hair. oh well, my hair is frizzy and no longer straight.. but curvaceous. buti pa sya :) aba naman! mag-jacket ka ba naman everyday na makapal ang collar tapos kungdi madaganan ang long hair, nakataas naman.. gets? saka ang hot water pag shower pati na din ang blow drying. sira talaga ang hair mo!!

another reason to be cold, i've been watching 'one fine day' for a week now and i'm down to my last 2 episodes. for sure, tapos ko 'to tonight. ano naman connection sa pagiging cold, tanong mo? kase GY is so cold there, colder than the start of the coffee prince. pa-ending na tinatago nya pa din yung true emotions nya. but i would have prefer it kung ang pipiliin nya is hyo joo. i found his relationship with his supposed to be sister, too unconventional.. but i like it when he said to mr. kang that he'd rather die with jealousy and gave his sister away than to hurt her by letting her know his feelings..

and then, one person i know seems cold lately... he seems far even if he's talking to me, i wonder why. oh no! im not starting to like him, could i?!?!